People taught that I'm always the happy kiddo, but the thing is if they look at me with their heart they will find I'm just full of sorrow.
I cry a lot, I'm always frustrated with myself but I never tell anyone about this.
they might think I'm weak, and I hate it.
People change and it hurts the most when people that you love changed.
I feel like drowning and I'm so helpless.
It hurts because they leave you hanging and makes you feel like invisible.
I can say that I'm HAPPY, but that probably the greatest lie ever.
So, here I am, the real me talking about the shit of my life.
I'm so fake, I don't tell people what I feels, I laugh when I need and not when I want to.
I hide my feelings and let other's judge me.
I just want somebody to talk too.